well....here we go again

hello again. well, life has gotten a bit better. my horse's eye problems have been identified, mostly. his vet is being awesome about it all. i really like this guy. so he's doing better. as for work, i'm much happier with my mall job now. we have a really awesome guy working there now. unfortunately, he's gay, but i still love him! hopefully it will help, having a guy there. some of our customers make some really obnoxious comments. this one jackass made a really nasty comment, his girlfriend said something about a candle warmer with kittens on the side, and he said, 'yeah, there's a lot of pussy in this store'. if it had been me, i would have let him have it, but it was one of our 15 yr. olds, so she didn't know what to do. what an ass. i hate guys like that. besides, the guy who works with us isnt' going to hold his tounge for anyone. probably one of the things i like the most about him. school is going, not much else i can say about that.

as i'm typing this, i'm watching a music video that's showing soo many of our soldiers in Iraq, and i think about my pen pal. i can't stop worrying about him. i just want to know if he's okay, i'll be happy with that. anyway, i'll find out something sooner or later. auf wiedersehn.

Stress...Life....Stress...gag me

well, another day in a life that would raise a dead man from the grave, only to kill him again. i have two jobs, so i don't get a day off until december, which is not to my advantage. not to mention i still have four classes at MSU to keep up with. oh, yeah, and i've paid $12,000 for a dorm room i'm not allowed to live in. my car was hit in a parking lot, and the asshole didn't bother to say anything to me, but my insurance is going to pay to fix my door. that will only lead to increased rates in the future. my horse isn't helping matters. he now has a piece of surgical tubing under his eyelid to help clear up the issues he has, but he's not too happy about it all. and i'm still on my "i'm too fat for any guy to take a second look at me, other than to laugh" mood (yes, i know, i get yelled at for this one). i just hate my life at the moment. i'm pretty sure i'm on the verge of a mental break down, and it's not going to be pretty. i'm soo far behind in my classes, it's not funny. i'm probably going to fail again, and lose my place in the university. anyway, i'll find more to bitch about in a day or so. later.