So apparently I'm driving myself insane for reasons I don't even know. I thought I had it right this time, regardless of the fact he's on a ship so much. I knew this from the get go, he's in the Navy. Everything was going so well, we emailed back and forth nearly every day, he'd text me and IM me and stay up late talking to me. He'd even text me on his way out to his ship, sending me cool pics of the shipyard as he got closer to his home carrier. Then: nothing. Not a word, not an email, nothing. Then all of a sudden, I get a couple of text messages from him, saying that his ship was under some security measure that allowed emails to get in, but didn't allow them to go off the ship. Ok, now I know I'm not a naval expert, but I wasn't born yesterday. If the ship were under some sort of security like that, wouldn't they want to prevent incoming messages as well? I have no idea what to think, here. Honestly, I feel like I've done it again, that I've fallen for someone that was way out of my league, someone who enjoys torturing girls like me for the hell of it. I don't know, maybe he's telling the truth. Even if he doesn't want to deal with me anymore, I wish he would just be honest with me, be a man about it. I really want to be mad at him, but I only have myself to blame. Perhaps I'm wrong, and he's telling the truth and he really can't send me anything. Any thoughts, let me know, even if it's just "you're-an-idiot-for-getting-into-this" thanks.